Wow. I didnt see this post until 4-5 months later. Anyways. I guess late is better than never. Heres my input.
I feel what Bonak did crossed the line. But I still didn't appreciate how you guys where saying that TCAM was completely newbish. What I learned from TheRegs was honor. And I want to spread that honor around to whatever guild I'm in. I tried doing that for TCAM but theres just too many people there that does not understand what honor means. One of the reasons I stopped playing was because I didn't feel the closeness of family in TCAM than I felt in Regs. And if you recall, I asked u permission to leave the Regs (i think I was one of the last to). The day I broke, I had 2 choices. I can help Bon with his guild or go to Darkon with Kiai. I was good friend with Kam, Bon, and hugh so I went to TCAM. Why I was angry with you guys? You guys flamed Bonak and I was under him. Whenever someone assessed me, I would have his name showing. And I bet you would be mad if you are in one of ur friend's guild and some people flame your guild and your friend.
I'm not here to justify Bon's action. I believe it was wrong too. I love Tiaya like a sister and what he said crossed the line. I stopped checking this board from around september so I did not see the post. If I did see it, I would have thought less of Bon and probably would have said something. What I do not appreciate is you (Alan) would infer that what Bon posted is my fault. I respected you because you, like Mike, was honorable. But what you wrote felt like your rubbing in and being sarcastic (which I dont believe is a thing of honor). I might be wrong, and i'm sorry if I am. But from reading between the lines, I can tell that you dislike me because of what Bonak wrote. Maybe me not responding to this for four month might confirm your hatred toward me. But I can tell you that I always respected you and still do and always will. And truthfully, I am hurt that you would treat me like that. I always thought you respected and liked me as family because thats how I felt about you; no matter what guild barrier separated us.
I hope you realize what Bon posted did not reflect how I feel. Its actually quite the opposite because I really respected this guild and how it was based on love not needs.
Im sorry to bring this up but I felt its fair for me to say my side of the story. And I implore that nobody but Alan and Tiaya post here. At least grant me that much because I will probably leave this board again when this issue is resolved. Its obvious that I am not wanted by the masses.
Vesty